


When you're done, you'll see the world in a NEW way, and you'll understand why I insist on staying in the Church, and why I believe that not only is Change possible - it is VITAL, and NECESSARY.
This is where I share my musings on a life, a community and a world in transition. In the postings here, I'm just trying to be ME as I struggle to find my way through a confusing time and place ... Here you can listen in on my reflections, my thoughts and my occasional rant ... In this place, ALL ARE TRULY WELCOME - the only requirement is that YOU keep an open mind ...



Happy Anniversary Minnedosa ... three years ago this morning a cherished, beloved and familiar old friend vanished through an act of arson ...
Jim Wallis once said - Hope is believing inspite of the evidence, and watching the evidence change ...
Edmund Burke observed that the only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men and women to do nothing ... In Mayerthorpe Alberta two men have learned that lesson the hard way ... They knew what their associate was going to do. They helped him return to his farm, and helped him obtain weapons ... and yet they did nothing.
The outside temp is hovering around -29C, with a windchill into the minus 40's ... the sun is shining and the sky is clear !!
Many years ago I had the privilege of having breakfast with one of the saints who have helped direct the course of our Church and our society into places the "good" church people didn't want to go ... He shared openly the pain of his experience seeking justice in the Church, and shared candidly the contempt he faced over and over as he spoke about his experiences and the pain of his journey ...
It's funny ... after everything I have been through in the Church, I continue to find it remarkable, in a less than positive way that my COLLEAGUES continue to deny the reality of what I endured in Minnedosa ... they continue to shake thier heads and BLAME ME for the violence I've endured, and they even stoop to ridiculing me for raising my voice to protest the bad behaviour of OTHERS, particularly the Church and Community Leadership, that marked the last three years I spent in that community.
The story of Karissa Boudreau's horrific death at the hands of her own mother has left me absolutely sickened today (click here to read the CBC.ca account - 'Mommy, don't,' Bridgewater girl pleaded in last moments of life ) ... The 12 year old's disappearance last year and then the discovery of her body followed months later by the charging of her mother in her death left me appalled ... but to learn today the circumstances of this beautiful young girl's death at the hands of her own mother leaves me weeping ...
While filming a Pepsi ad, Michael Jackson suffered serious burns to his scalp when his hair caught fire ... Today, Jian Ghomeshi connects the precipitious decline of Michael's career and personal life to this incident, noting that he never really regained the "charm" he had prior to this happening ...
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In his book "The Audacity of Hope" President Obama notes:
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"For my mother, organized religion too often dressed up closed-mindedness in the garb of piety, cruelty and oppression in the cloak of righteousness."
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It's funny, in a very profoundly sad way - but when I read that this weekend I found myself agreeing with that simple and direct statement. It summarizes the experiences I've had in the United Church of Canada ... but most depressing and disheartening of all, when I've spoken out against such things I have consistently been bullied into silence, been threatened, and have been blamed for the problem ... my colleagues - those who should be numbered among the enlightened and the aware will say - "you're the problem" or "you can't change people" or they will simply close their eyes to the problem and continue to be complicit in allowing the toxic behaviours to continue.
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For those who minister with closed eyes there is no room in the modern church for afflicting the comfortable and as a result, the words of the Prophets warning the fatted cows to change their ways fall on deaf ears ... blind and deaf, the Church stumbles towards oblivion under the leadership of those who are enamoured by the ways of the world and who will not speak even a whisper against those who are so aptly described by the likes of President Obama's mother and thousands of others who have no such venue to speak their Church experience ...
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Thankfully God has not given up on the Modern Church, and the prophetic voice is not lost ... Chapter Six of President Obama's book speaks prophetically if we dare to listen ...
Today on the Noon Show on CBC Radio One in Manitoba, Chipperfield Coffee Company was featured as a 'Must See' point on Stuart McLean and the Vinyl Cafe's tour stop in Minnedosa Manitoba, with proprietor and owner Ross M, sharing some of the delightful attributes of this corner of rural Manitoba.
I've been busy with a bunch of different stuff going on lately, and so have been a tad remiss in keeping up with my postings here ... there have been a number of things that I wanted to blog about, but didn't for one reason or another ...
In the past, I've been accused of being anti-American ... it's an accusation that has been thrown around fast and furiously at times ...
I found this yesterday - it kind of says it all ...
Last night President Bush tried to put a positive spin on his Presidency, by saying that the United States has been spared a Terrorist Attack since September 11th 2001 ... he failed to mention the thousands of casualties that have resulted from the wars he started in Afghanistan and Iraq, and the untold suffering the civilians of both countries have experienced in his so-called "war on terror" ...
Last night I played around with my new-ish coffee maker (I got it in late November, but have never had a chance to full utilize its programmable features!) and with my fingers firmly crossed I set the timer to brew fresh coffee for 7am ...
If you're easily offended - STOP READING NOW ... I'm going to talk about my maternal uncle - known as Drake, and use the terms he used, and that I am known to use from time to time ...
Outside temp: -34C
On CBC this morning I found the story: "Atlanta thieves nab 2 bicycles from ex-president Jimmy Carter" ... Now, there are some people in the world who shouldn't experience such things ... and Jimmy and Rosalind, rank pretty high in that list ...