Showing posts with label Heroes in Life Not Death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heroes in Life Not Death. Show all posts

Monday, October 27, 2014

Sermon from October 26th 2014 - Choosing Love over Fear ...









German Theologian, Karl Barth suggested that the proper way to preach in the Church is with the Bible in one hand, and the newspaper in the other. Our task in the pulpit is to engage the issues swirling around us in a meaningful way, while seeing and framing them through the lens of scripture and theological discourse … Today makes for a challenging moment if one is to honour Mr Barth and preach in the context of events this week in Montreal and Ottawa …
          Happenings in those cities were indeed tragic … the death of the two soldiers in random acts of violence were horrible and troubling … but … wrapping everything in a patriotic flag and painting these happenings as proof of the danger of radicalized Islam fails to grasp the many nuances at play in these events …
          For me personally, I frame the tragic deaths of two soldiers in isolated and troubling incidents along side the fact that behind the parliament buildings in Ottawa stands a memorial etched with the names of over 700 men and women who have fallen on duty as Police and Peace officers serving our country. Wearing a uniform puts them at risk … the video tape from Ottawa of various security and police officers rushing into the maelstrom of gun fire while everyone else ran the other way, speaks volumes about the risk they face every day as part of their job.
          The deaths of Corporal Cirillo and Warrant Officer Patrice Vincent are indeed tragic, but they are no more tragic than the deaths of the RCMP officers in New Brunswick a few short weeks ago, or the shootings of Four RCMP officers in Alberta a few years ago, or the death of any man or woman wearing a uniform protecting our nation and its values whether that happens in distant corners of the world, or in our nations capital …
          The handwringing and fear mongering has taken a tragedy and turned it into a political circus … if we are to honour one soldier, we are to honour all … if we are to honour one uniform we must honour all equally. The shootings in Ottawa and the ‘attack’ on the Parliament Buildings is more about the failure of our health system to address deep mental illness, then it is about radicalized Islam.
          The connection to radicalized Islamic teachings is tenuous and marginal at best … the connection to an untreated largely neglected mental illness is clear and is being overlooked in the frenzy to ‘protect ourselves’ and ensure security … events in Ottawa are really no different from the events in Manitoba a few short years ago when a deeply mentally ill man took a life on a grey hound on the transcanada hwy …
          What troubles me most deeply today, is the insistence from some corners that something changed on Wednesday … I have said since the events of 9/11 in NYC that nothing has really changed in the world – it is and remains a deeply violent place. But that violence – violence we read about every day in the media – violence that tears communities apart and destroys lives – that kind of violence has finally come to North America. We are no longer immune … we have it here too …
          Further contributing to my concern and worry are the calls for tighter security and the stripping away of freedom and rights and access in the name of security and safety … one does not make things safer by feeding fear and paranoia and encouraging the breakdown of community and common good … or worse, calls for freer gun laws – I’ve read on line opinions saying “if Canadians were armed with side arms, none of this would have happened, someone would have dropped the shooter, or stopped the driver before those soldiers died …” … or … more could have been wounded and killed in the ensuing mayhem of a shoot out … lost in the shuffle this week is the coverage of the trial for the shooting at the food court in the Eaton Centre where two died and a dozen were injured and a city was traumatized … violence is violence … suffering and death is suffering and death … events like those in Ottawa are far from unique or new – everyday our newspapers are filled with horrific happenings – nothing has changed this week we’re just waking up to the simple fact that as a society we have actively chosen to overlook such happenings and instead frivolously focus on other things … dozens of native women are missing and dead, but we look to find last night’s scores … hundreds of thousands of Canadians suffer with poverty and inadequate shelter, but we look for the latest sale at Target or WalMart … various isms run rampant in our society from sexism to racism and we chose to check our stocks rather than be outraged at the depth of hatred around us …
          This week – the newspaper in my hand speaks of an attack on our Nations’ capital and on a symbol that has significance for generations of Canadians … but it also offers a clarion call to embrace this idea of love that a radical Jewish preacher whispered into the world and in the process managed to bring HUGE and dramatic change into being …
          Speaking of Jesus’ message The Reverend Martin Luther King noted at Christmas in 1968 in a sermon broadcast on CBC as part of the Massey Lectures that:
          This Christmas season finds us a rather bewildered human race. We have neither peace within nor peace without. Everywhere paralyzing fears harrow people by day and haunt them by night. Our world is sick with war; everywhere we turn we see its ominous possibilities. And yet, my friends, the Christmas hope for peace and good will toward all men can no longer be dismissed as a kind of pious dream of some utopian. If we don't have good will toward men in this world, we will destroy ourselves by the misuse of our own instruments and our own power.
          In the context of preaching a message of peace King went on to note of love:
          There are three words for "love" in the Greek New Testament; one is the word "eros." Eros is a sort of esthetic, romantic love. Plato used to talk about it a great deal in his dialogues, the yearning of the soul for the realm of the divine. And there is and can always be something beautiful about eros, even in its expressions of romance. Some of the most beautiful love in all of the world has been expressed this way.
          Then the Greek language talks about "philia," which is another word for love, and philia is a kind of intimate love between personal friends. This is the kind of love you have for those people that you get along with well, and those whom you like on this level you love because you are loved.
          Then the Greek language has another word for love, and that is the word "agape." Agape is more than romantic love, it is more than friendship. Agape is understanding, creative, redemptive good will toward all men. Agape is an overflowing love which seeks nothing in return. Theologians would say that it is the love of God operating in the human heart. When you rise to love on this level, you love all men not because you like them, not because their ways appeal to you, but you love them because God loves them. This is what Jesus meant when he said, "Love your enemies." And I'm happy that he didn't say, "Like your enemies," because there are some people that I find it pretty difficult to like. Liking is an affectionate emotion, and I can't like anybody who would bomb my home. I can't like anybody who would exploit me. I can't like anybody who would trample over me with injustices. I can't like them. I can't like anybody who threatens to kill me day in and day out. But Jesus reminds us that love is greater than liking. Love is understanding, creative, redemptive good will toward all men. And I think this is where we are, as a people, in our struggle for racial justice. We can't ever give up. We must work passionately and unrelentingly for first-class citizenship. We must never let up in our determination to remove every vestige of segregation and discrimination from our nation, but we shall not in the process relinquish our privilege to love.
          I've seen too much hate to want to hate, myself, and I've seen hate on the faces of too many sheriffs, too many white citizens' councilors, and too many Klansmen of the South to want to hate, myself; and every time I see it, I say to myself, hate is too great a burden to bear. Somehow we must be able to stand up before our most bitter opponents and say: "We shall match your capacity to inflict suffering by our capacity to endure suffering. We will meet your physical force with soul force. Do to us what you will and we will still love you. We cannot in all good conscience obey your unjust laws and abide by the unjust system, because non-cooperation with evil is as much a moral obligation as is cooperation with good, and so throw us in jail and we will still love you. Bomb our homes and threaten our children, and, as difficult as it is, we will still love you. Send your hooded perpetrators of violence into our communities at the midnight hour and drag us out on some wayside road and leave us half-dead as you beat us, and we will still love you. Send your propaganda agents around the country, and make it appear that we are not fit, culturally and otherwise, for integration, and we'll still love you. But be assured that we'll wear you down by our capacity to suffer, and one day we will win our freedom. We will not only win freedom for ourselves; we will so appeal to your heart and conscience that we will win you in the process, and our victory will be a double victory."
          We have a choice today as people, as a community of faith, as a nation – we can give into our fears and build the kind of walls that see far worse than just hateful graffiti scrawled across the front of Islamic Mosques, or we can commit ourselves to a path of compassion, care and love …
          As people of faith, there really is no other option … the call is for us to stand in hope that our world WILL be transformed by love … we can live by the newspaper, or we can live by the Scriptures … one is about fear and selfishness … the other is about love and building community …
          There really is no choice … Jesus boldly offered one simple commandment if we dare to listen …
          Thanks be to God … let us pray …  

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

They rush in where angels may fear to tread ...


My colleague/friend and former class mate Rev. Audrey offered a reflection this morning on her blog 'Am I The Rev in black?" about the recent sacrifices experienced by First Responders in West Texas when a fertilizer plant exploded, and even when we consider the First Responders who were part of the tragic events in Boston ... as I read her words my mind wandered to the Memorials dedicated to Fallen Peace Officers that I have visited - Memorials where I find the name Constable S.E. Ankenmann, etched in the stone or glass ... The fallen First Responder, whether they are Police, Fire or EMT - reminds me of the sacrifice my family made when Dad died on duty with the OPP.

I still remember a 'good' church member in Manitoba telling me after the shooting of four RCMP officers in Alberta, that "you really need to get over it, it was a long time ago that your dad died ..."

It was a long time ago ... but it is something I am reminded of every time I read or hear of another First Responder who dies doing what they are trained and called to do.

The firefighters who died when the fire at the fertilizer plant exploded reminded me ... Audrey's words today reminded me ... watching the footage of the funeral in Boston for a fallen officer reminded me ...

I take solace that despite the every increasing number of names on memorials scattered across the country that acknowledge the sacrifice of the few, there are many officers who put on the uniform and step out the door each day willing to do what they do, and willing to face what ever danger or risk may be inherent in the job.

We can make fun of our police, fire and EMTs, and poke fun at the stereotypes that they often embody - but at the end of the day, we can't escape the simple undeniable FACT, that when there is danger, it is the First Responders who are rushing in while others are running out.

If there is an accident, a bombing, a fire or any other happening that shatters lives, it is the men and women in uniform who are the first one scene, and who try to bring order out of chaos and ensure the safety of all involved - and for that I remain grateful.

My prayer today is that perhaps fewer names will be etched and carved on the memorials as we begin to value not only our first responders, but each other, and we move away from a predilection for violence, and chose instead a desire for respect and peace ...

... maybe one day ... in the meantime, I offer grateful prayers of thanksgiving, and continue to pray for our First Responders and their families ...

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Scenes from my summer ...

Just some random shots of my summer:



Creative advertising using Dad's vintage John Deere 110



Beetle and L outside of the Much Music Studios
in downtown Toronto on a rainy afternoon!!


Noahkila, S and L outside the Much Music Studios
(yes, they ARE filming in the background!!)


The absolutely spectacular stained glass dome 
in the Grand Hall at the 
Hockey Hall of Fame!!! 


The hallowed Lord Stanley's Cup (the REAL one)
complete with some one's name!!!

 

Beetle and I with Lord Stanley's Cup 
(or at least one of them!!??)


Beetle outside something almost as tall as she!!!
(The CN Tower)

 

Noahkila and Beetle standing on the glass floor, 
a mere 342 metres over Toronto!!!

  


L seems a little worried about the glass under her feet ... 
... at 342 metres to the bottom, 
she has good reason to be worried!!!

 
 

Joey breaks out of my office 
and takes a quick tour of the Flesherton Farmer's Market 
on the classic (and ancient) JD pedal tractor!!!


Ms H and Beetle on the CNE Midway!!
 


Beetle doning the gear and ready for 'battle'?!?!



Merry Go Rounds are the BEST!!!
Ms H, Beetle and Ms H's friends 
on the CNE carousel!


The end to a very good day 
at The Ex !!!!
(Ms H & Beetle after photo-bombing someone else's pictures!!)

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(and last, but certaintly not least:)
 

A visit to the Memorial for Fallen Police Officers
across from Queens' Park 
in downtown Toronto.

Friday, June 29, 2012

Not a day goes by ...

Not a day goes by that doesn't have me wondering what kind of a man my father would have been had he not perished in an On Duty accident while serving with the Ontario Provincial Police 44 years ago this morning.

Dad would be 84 this fall ... and I have no doubt he would have been a thoroughly involved and entertaining and supportive grandfather to his grand kids. And I wonder if there would have been more than just my three ... I have always wondered if Scott's life would have taken a very different trajectory than it did, and I'd like to think he would have married, had children and been the wonderful father, and friend that lingered deep within his warm and caring heart ... Scottie would have in time made a rockin' Grandfather too!!

Not a day goes by that doesn't have me wondering what life would have been like had that horrible accident never happened ... I have no doubt many things would have turned out very differently.

Alas, one can not undo the past, and one could easily become caught up in the swirl of the 'woulda, shoulda, coulda's' that leave you living too much in the frets of the past, and not enough in the potential of the present.

Forty Four years ago today, my father OPP Constable #3000 Samuel E. Ankenmann died in an accident just outside of Stratford at the 'Little Lakes curves' while on duty with the OPP.

Forty Four years ago today, we lost a big piece of our family, and I don't think we ever really recovered.

Forty Four years ago today, our life as a family changed, and from what I have learned in the last year and a half since Mom's death, she went through hell just to ensure that Scott and I had some level of support following Dad's death. She had to fight hard for every penny the various levels of Government, the assorted agencies and ultimately the OPP gave us. And at the end of the day it was truly pennies that they gave us.

Our support was limited and meagre. The burden of raising her boys fell entirely on mom's shoulders. There was no golden pension, no support for our post-secondary schooling, and beyond the annual visit from the detachment commander, the invitation to the annual memorial service and a lovely plaque that now sits in my dining room, there was little else offered to mom in the way of support.

The most insulting letter I read in the last year was the letter from the Ontario Government that acknowledges the forwarding of a cheque for a little over $2200 to mom a year after Dad's death. The letter ends with the emphatic statement that the powers that be had determined the enclosed amount was all we were entitled to.

Dad's life was determined to be worth 20 weeks of his salary and not a penny more.

Today I wonder what life might have been like for Scott and I and for Mom, if we were given the kind of support offered to the families of fallen officers who die in the line of duty today.

Today I wonder how differently our lives might have been if Mom had been given support and assistance instead of being forgotten and shuffled aside after Dad's death ... personally, I believe my father's life was worth more than a meagre $2200 ... but 44 years ago today, that's the price they placed on his sacrifice.

Today I wonder ... and I weep for what might have been ...

My DAD, remains a hero in life not death!!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Four More Names ...


Today in Ottawa they gathered to add four more names to the Memorial to Fallen Police and Peace Officers in Canada ... among the crowd gathered was the young man pictured above - 2 1/2 yr old Nolan Russell, whose father died in the last year serving this country.

I have tried each fall to remember and acknowledge this National Day by beginning our worship services with a prayer for the fallen, and an act of Remembrance ... this year I just plain forgot ... But given the events and happenings over the last few months I think its understandable, and really not a big deal.

Fortunately though, in Ottawa, behind the Parliament Buildings, over looking the river, there was a crowd of people who gathered and who didn't forget. They didn't forget the seven hundred men and women who are acknowledged on the memorial, and regrettably, they added four more names to the Honour Roll.

Today, despite my liturgical oversight, my thoughts and prayers go out to the families of the fallen, and to the little people like young Nolan, who is on a journey I know only too well ... He will know his father through the stories and memories who take time to remember Sgt Russell. There is much he will miss, but today he will know and will be reminded over and over that his father, and others like mine, died as Heroes in Life not death, and that together we are family bound together by a ribbon of acknowledgement, memory and care.

Friday, July 01, 2011

43 Years Ago ...

This week in York Region, family, friends and fellow officers will gather to say farewell to Constable Styles, who died on duty this past week ...

I've thought of his children frequently in the last few days ... I know too well the journey they are about to embark upon. Like them, I was too young to know my Father when he fell on duty on June 29th 1968 ... he would be known to me through the stories and recollections of others who shared their memories with me over the years ... I never knew my Dad, but I grew up knowing that I missed him, and that I had missed out on a special man ...

My Dad was, like Constable Styles a hero before the accident that claimed his life, and remained a hero subsequent to his death ...

There is much about Dad I wish I could have known ... I wish I could have heard his laughter, felt his touch, head his voice, shared a beer with him, and enjoyed the many things that gave him joy in his life, beginning with his family ...

Forty Three years ago this week Constable Samuel Ankenmann died while on duty with the OPP, and today for the first time, I am alone in missing him ... I hope the journey ahead is different for the Styles children. I know they will get more support and help than Scott and I ever got - from help to go to school, through to more than an occassional visit from the detachment commanding officer, the children of fallen officers are not forgotten in the same way Scott and I were ... we were simply a statistic after a few years ...

Fortunately this is NOT something that will happen to the Styles children, and for that I am grateful ... losing a father is hard enough, but struggling day after day, year after year with no help and little support tears away at you ... and my brother and I both experienced this in our lives ...

Time heals all wounds ... but sometimes it takes a LONG time to heal ...

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

They are heroes in life not death ...


The news today is filled with the story of a 32 year old Police Officer who was dragged to his death in York Region by a 15 year old driving a mini-van.

The fallen officer leaves a wife and two young children ...

The story hit a nerve ...

It was forty three years ago today that my dad, Constable Sam Ankenmann put on his uniform and left for work. He was working nights.

A family friend has told me that his last memory of Dad was looking through the front window of our living room and spying Dad sleeping in the chair with me nestled on his chest. Rob was playing with Scott on the front porch and shortly after peeking through the window he was called home ... Dad put me in my crib, then headed for work ...

He never came home. Instead in the early morning hours of June 29th 1968, his fellow officer raced to the accident scene, and tried in vain to save his life ... later they would inform Mom and our family ... and 43 years later it still hurts to think about that horrible day ...

Waking this morning to the news that an officer had fallen on duty reminded me that in moments like this we are ALL family, and the fallen are heroes in life, not death.

My thoughts and prayers for the family and comrades of the fallen officer ... they are on a long and lonely journey ... but fortunately, they are not alone!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Found Treasures ...




On Tuesday, as the television screens across Ontario were full of images of Sgt. Russell's funeral in Toronto, we unearthed an aged yellow envelope amongst my mom's belongings ... Opening the envelope, my brother and I were surprised to discover photos taken at our father's funeral almost 43 years earlier ...

As images of uniformed officers standing to honour a fallen colleague flashed across the tv screen in our kitchen, we looked at black and white images of the uniformed officers standing to honour the fallen colleague we call Dad.

There are no words to adequately describe the feelings that came with the images above, and the others we found ... it is a reminder of a tragedy that forever altered our family, while at the same time it is a glimpse into our history that we have never had before ...

As the family of Sgt. Russell mourned his senseless death, we were reminded of our own journey down a similar road ... that tattered yellow envelope, found in a dresser drawer reminds us all that men like my dad, and Sgt Russell, and the other men and women who have fallen on duty truly are "Heroes in life, not death !!"

Monday, May 17, 2010

Tomorrow ...

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Tomorrow ...
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Just days before his 16th B-day, Noahkila is going to stand at the Memorial to Fallen Police and Peace Officers behind the Parliament Buildings in Ottawa where his grandfather's name is etched along with the hundreds of other officers who have fallen in service to their country.
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

An amazing gesture of kindness and care in the face of tragedy!!



Preston Family Urges Donations to the Phams (cbc.ca/news)


This morning when I found this story item online I had to smile - it's nice to see that the family of Officer Pham is being offered this quiet and thoughtful gesture on the part of the family of his killer.

Given the current emphasis (which I support) on ensuring that the families of our fallen soldiers are given support for education and so on as they wrestle with thier loss, it is equally important to remember the families of fallen police, peace, and other emergency personell who die on duty too.

Frequently, when the media spotlight passes from the family of the fallen on to other new exciting stories, they are left with lives turned upside down, and little support either financial or emotional. The assumption is that these families will be looked after following the death of thier member, but the reality is too often anything but. A little bit of extra help would have likely made a HUGE difference to my own family.

Today though, there are three young boys who have joined a family of men and women of varying ages who have lost their parents to what is easily dubbed the "ultimate sacrifice" and too often they are simply forgotten.

The Preston family have shown great class in this small gesture, that apparently was a request in the funeral notice for donations to the Pham family ... my hope is that it will help remind our Political leadership, and all of us not to forget those of us who have suffered the loss of a parent through the "ultimate sacrifice" on duty.

There are over 730 names etched on the memorial in Ottawa ... and there are dozens of sons and daughters who have struggled every day of thier lives because of a tragic death ... they deserve to be remembered too.

They are our family ...

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

104 ... A Hero in Life, not death ...


Today, Constable Vu Pham, a 15 year veteran of the Ontario Provincial Police, died of wounds he received while on duty not far from Seaforth Ontario ... born in Vietnam, Constable Pham gave his life in service to the people of Ontario, leaving behind his wife Heather, and thier three sons ...

Constable Pham is the 104th OPP officer to die on duty.

Words can not begin to describe the sorrow I feel in this moment ... as one who knows all too well the pain associated with the loss of a parent serving in the line of duty, my heart grieves for the young men who face life today without their father ... tonight, I offer prayers for the Pham family, Constable Pham's fellow officers, and all those who understand this loss intimately ...

Tonight we are reminded that not only is Constable Pham a hero in life, not in death ... tonight we are all family ...

Rest in Peace Constable Pham ... and may your family find strength, courage and healing in the journey they find themselves on ...

(The CBC story on the shooting is here)

Monday, June 29, 2009

Remembering ...

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Forty one years ago this morning,
Constable Samuel Ankenmann
of the Ontario Provincial Police
paid the ultimate sacrifce in service
to the people of Ontario
when he died on duty ...
... today 41 years later, his name is etched on no less than
three memorials in Canada ... one in Ottawa,
one in Toronto, and one in the OPP Headquarters in Orillia.
Today
we are reminded that the fallen officers
are
Heroes in life
not death.
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

They are Heroes in Life, Not Death ...




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The Canadian Police and Peace Officer's Memorial
stands quietly over looking the Ottawa River
behind the House of Commons.
There are almost 750 names etched on the glass panels.
Today I found the one that matters to me.
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They are our heroes,
we shall NOT forget them.
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Monday, September 29, 2008

TODAY ...

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Today in Ottawa, they added SIX new names to the memorial to fallen Police and Peace Officers. I've searched the news sites to find a story about the service, and thus far have found NONE ... obviously the gathering of a few thousand uniform police officers, and assorted family members to remember their fallen family and friends is not newsworthy ...
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So, as this day draws to a close, I offer this posting as a reminder to all of my readers to pause and remember the fallen, whether they wear a uniform of green or a uniform of blue ... it doesn't matter how they chose to serve us and our nation ... when they pay the ulitmate sacrifice the grief that remains doesn't really care one way or the other ...
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Today our country may not have remembered the fallen police officers ... but I did ... As the laughter of my children drifted in the open kitchen window on a beautiful autumn afternoon, I couldn't help but think how much my father would have enjoyed meeting and spending time with his grandchildren - like their grand dad, my three have discovered the joy of making films ... Dad used his little super 8 to preserve family moments ...Noahkila, Ms H and Beetle along with a new friend, were creating a "not so scary" horror film ... from the rough cut and the laughter, I'm not worried that it will be rated Adult Accompaniment ...
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Today I thought a lot about the father and grand father I never knew:
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Constable Samuel E. Ankenmann

Badge # 3000

September 16th 1928 to June 29th 1968

A Hero in Life, NOT death.

The Canadian Police & Peace Officers' Memorial Entry

OPPA Honour Roll Entry

Officer Down Memorial Page Entry

For if we fail to remember them,
who will be left to remember but their families,
and we are ALL family.